Well the last time I submitted a journal it was almost a full year, well in that time I have done a lot drugs, cried a few times and fought for my sanity everyday...and I won!

I am writing this from Dorm 303 on the Cal State Monterey Bay campus, where I am determined to finish and get my two degrees and finally have my family shut the fuck up...I've grown as a writer, as the latest entries in the up and coming days will showcase...

Anyway, I am back, and it feel good...

<3 all around,
Eric

I know that almost no one reads this but I was recently admitted in a mental hospital. If you wanna know what happened then talk to me, I was there for a 5157 ok? I'm out, and I'm submitting the majority of poetry/songs I wrote except for a few of them that are too personal and written for specific people. Anyway please, read them and let me know.

ok i am heading into planet x recording studio in norco california to record the vocal tracks for my one man band thing called roadside airlines, it's a weird mixture of electronica, indie, hardcore and avant garde noise. i have been writing this album for the past couple of months i started writing it in march when i got out my second trip to the mental hospital. it's a very personal work, very personal and i am really proud of what i've written, and i am going to hopefully finish it all in the next week or so. with that in mind i am asking you all to please visit my myspace page and add me as a friend so i can keep you all updated on my comings and goings. if you are a fan of my writing then you are going to love this music because most the songs in gallery are actual song lyrics that appear on either the free, that's right i said FREE ep entitled "hero worship" or the full length album "a fire fueled by photo albums" which will be released on my own record label imminent records.

so please everyone, help me out and i will try my best to return the favor, i don't know how i can but i'll do what i can.

i plan on revamping my myspace page and loading in some photos and videos from the studio so please everyone do what you can to help. most of you i have known for a while and i could really use your support now, thank you all.

eric
(almost THE ninja)

Welcome to my new page, I was once known as djhakkai, if you knew that...awesome, if not...then welcome to my new collection of work, hope you like what you see and read!

Deeper thoughts coming soon...but for now...welcome!